wsake

here are a few thank-you-flowers

for your kind words and messages

and your patience when it comes to orders

it´s still only W who´s working and it isn´t easy since we do different things in the workshop

and now i have to sometimes show him how to do my tasks (instead of the other way round)
this year we had planned for him to teach me everything i didn´t know so far ( so he could retire at some point)
but none of this is happening right now

so we´ve slowed waaaaaay down

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i´m still waiting, which can be very tiresome and frustrating

and i´m always so glad when a day ends on a not so bad note

still my pain hasn´t got a definite name
but quite an array of impressive possible diagnoses

it´s all so vague and keeps getting vaguer with every specialist

hopes getting shattered, good spirits crushed

and i try to choose getting better so hard

but willing to heal my body doesn´t seem to be enough most days

.

since i´m not so tired anymore right now

i walk a lot - by now i have found five secret paths in my neighbourhood

in case someone should be watching me, they´d probably think i´m insane

since i´m telling the collared doves i meet how cute they are,

take a close look at all the the inscriptions in the grave yard (probably not a mood booster)

and try to work out ways how to "save" those parrot tulips from an abandoned construction site

(i think i´ll do it someday midmorning when everyone is at work and there won´t be any witnesses)